Autobiography:
(in progress, link to various chapters
in the blue panel on the left)

My name is JoreJj Z. Elprehzleinn and I've been using the law of attraction or what people call consciously manifesting success -for over 20 years to consciously create my own reality.

I am considered, and rightly so, a foremost world expert on living this way and have designed a system, method, and tools that are publicly available that provides others with a reliable method tested and acclaimed by tens of thousands and maybe more, world wide.

In my own personal growth experience it seems to me that my own experiences are private. However I realized that due to the way I embrace the learning of the science and art of consciously creating my own reality with peace, love, joy, fun, and the unique way I have relationships with other beings it seemed that it could be helpful to open a window into my reality that others could look into and share.

Since I've been using what people call the "Law of Attraction", or the "Power of the Mind" to literally count on in it to make my existence possible, and for this long I have so many manifestations stories of what I've manifested that I decided to share here now one manifestation cycle that covers an 18 year span of my life, and is the story of how I got started with the Law of Attraction or what is called learning to have fun learning how to consciously materialize what I desire, imagine, and expect. This is the story of a major life manifestation which includes so many manifestations that worked together to bring this about as a whole.

note: to read other autobiographical accounts of my life check i the left side panel for links to read more.

Some life transforming manifestations are literally such that one's whole life changes in the process. In this true story of ONE of my manifestations which I like to call it, "There and Back Again" this is one where my whole life changed and so I'd like to start sharing my manifesting stories by telling you this story of my first manifesting results. This story begins after I graduated from university and I was doing what I think a lot of people do when they get out of university.

Look for a job. The normal way of manifesting a life! I got a job. I got a good job as a manager at a newspaper. Because I was ambitious and I wanted to make money I also had a second job during the day the newspaper job was at night.

So that sets the stage for my life transforming story. An ambitious young man graduated with honors in psychology from university starting out in life.

I had my own apartment I got a friend to help me put together a loan to buy a truck that I used for work. Somewhere along the way while all this was happening I ended up in a metaphysical bookstore. A few hours later having discovered some cassette tapes on how to manifest what you want - a topic I had never heard of before -I found myself sitting underneath a gigantic statue of an angel in a grand park in Montreal Canada. I had walked there from the bookstore.

Underneath this majestic statue of an angel I read the cover of the cassette package and I looked to the brochure that they had given me to go along with it. I felt amazing even though I didn't know what it was. To make a long story short I studied what was in the cassette tapes learned how to do some of this consciously creating your own reality stuff and set forth the imagination of what I desired for my life from a metaphysical point of view using the techniques in the tapes.

Meanwhile I continued with my a regular life with my regular job.

The thing about this particular manifestation that I am about to tell you is that it emerged from total inexperience.I just followed the tapes. I had no other knowledge of this kind of stuff than those tapes.

It is that my ordinary life became extraordinary sometime in the next few months or year or two after I was exposed to and practiced what I learned in those tapes. Surely there were many life influences all coming together at the same time that I know that at that time that I listened to those tapes and soon after a whole chain of events occurred including literally being told by a human being who may have been speaking for spiritual guides that I was going to be going somewhere for a long time because I had to do something and that when I was done I would be coming back.

I was taking a master's program. A private masters training program in what people now called life coaching and it was the teacher of that course who was also psychic channel capable of looking into the future of many of her clients who is standing in the hallway in front of me and speaking to a girlfriend of mine next to me and she was talking to my girlfriend and saying this to her:

"He is going to be going away, he has something to do, and when it is done, he will be coming back."

At that time I had no plans of traveling or going anywhere I did not really know at all what I was doing with my life. So Somehow in this timeframe of several years around the time of my work with the tapes was planted the seeds of my own life yet to unfold.

Hopefully when I tell you what happened next you'll be impressed at the power of consciously manifesting your success. At the same time realizing that since I had no experience about it, I was certainly consciously doing the exercises, consciously connecting to my own guides, but had no way of being conscious of the process of living magically or what or how it would unfold.

As part of the magic, I fell in love in an impossible affair which lifted me certainly to a more exalted and higher state through the passionate glowing love. These new feelings of quality and light awakened in me showed me that the life that I was living had to change. I quit my jobs telling myself that the dreams I had for doing my own business and my own projects could never come true while I was giving all my time each day to someone else, referring to my work. And I was discovering that all that was truly meaningful and important to me, fundamentally, was being in love, in a love partnership. This has always been my guiding light, and is still the greatest thing I have yet to achieve. Yet have been building with preliminary experiences all this time.

My love life manifesting has been what many would consider more than enough to fill several life times, yet for me, it is just the groundwork for the beautiful partnership I know is yet to come. She is in my heart, and we have always been. That is another story. Let me continue with this one.

Somehow I found the strength in that short but powerful 6 month love affair, and the inspiration to just let go of everything that was providing me with the money that I needed to live and I ended up thus not having the money I needed to live, having gotten fired from one job, and quit the other. So I moved out of my apartment I sold all my possessions the beautiful love affair that I was having ended, and I ended up staying half of the time in a spare room of my mother's and half of the time with an old girlfriend that was not my true love and as much as I loved her I could only be true in my heart if I was with my true love, whom apparently had just left me and was never to return. The story of my true love is again, another story, but this only to say where the light came from that inspired so much of what happened next.

Emotionally I felt so bad inside that I wanted to die I wanted to kill myself in fact. Without my lover, without money, I felt there is no reason or purpose to live.

This was my first experience with the strength and power of invoking full Life Transformation. I was mistaking the urge that had been set up on other planes with my metaphysics. My newfound metaphysics I was mistaking that urge for total and massive life transformation in all areas, with death itself. In my inexperience.

Surely when one transforms their life magically and miraculously for the better it is like a form of death of the old life and birth of the new life. In this case all I could think of was the death.

Through the procedure that I will not reveal here I received the information that felt good to me that what I needed to do to kill myself is to go to Big Sur California where I was told by my guides that because my soul was elegant and beautiful and dignified and if I wanted to kill myself I would have to do it in an noble way.

So they suggested that I find cliffs that were big enough that when I looked over the edge and I looked down I would feel certain that if I'd jump I would die.

And when I found these cliffs which they said were such on the West Coast in the big Sur area where I had never been before that I was to take a running jump leaping off the cliff and at that very moment my spirit and my body would separate - my body would drop to its certain death and my spirit would release in that way.

I was living in Montreal Canada at the time and as you might recall had lost my love given up my job and I had a couple of $100 very few possessions and felt that my life had no meaning the past was gone and the future was blank.

I admit that my dreams of true love somehow manifesting in the future was still moving me deep in my heart overall while on the surface I became completely focused on making it to Big Sur and finding these cliffs. I was living in a dark shadow emotionally. And yet much magic was afoot, and a passionate light of love burning deep inside me. A light melting the darkness. Who was I aligned with? Which part of me?

My genetic mother (her role as such is now complete I distinguish her from my current and eternal divine mother with thanks) helped me out with a little money. I somewhat told her what I was doing and flew to Vancouver where my father and his second wife were living. The first leg of my journey. I stayed with them for a few days borrowed another couple of $100 and got a ride to the Airport only partly explaining what I was doing. Both my genetic parents ( as distinguished with thanks for their loving roles well played from my Divine Mother and Divine Father Goddess God All That Is who are my true Eternal Parents Now and Always) I think we're already used to letting me do my own thing whatever it was whether they understood what was happening or not all I can say is that part of my rite of passage at this time was through my genetic mother and genetic father.

I am grateful that the symbolism of rebirth literally having to go through my mother and father that they did what ever it is that they did that made it possible for me as a young adult to follow whatever it is that I was following inside even though on the outside they had every reason to prevent me.

When I arrived at the the United States customs desk the final desk before boarding the plane into the United States at the Vancouver Airport I had a one way ticket to San Francisco a few $100 and one suitcase. Sizing up my situation my the border patrol man- a stocky young fellow who seemed the type of guy who when he made up his mind he wasn't gonna change it- looked at me and said, "I cannot let you into the country", and that was that.

I cannot say exactly how long this next thing lasted but I believe it was a matter of seconds. I may have closed my eyes or perhaps it simply was that my consciousness rolled up into my third eye and I said a prayer of some kind to a higher power at some level knowing that I had to do this and that this obstacle in front of me could not be there and that I needed help now.

Suddenly the border patrol man took his stamp banged it down on my ticket still laying on his counter and told me to get on the plane. And so I did.

I arrived in San Francisco having previously determined that my final destination would be Esalen Center which is a popular health retreat in Big Sur, on the Pacific Coast in California. I spent a good part of the money that I had left for a hotel that night in San Francisco a bus ride the next day to Monterey and a $50.00 taxi ride to finish the journey to this Esalen Center I knew nothing about. How had I even found out about it? I was not even thinking much about being in California, or leaving Canada in the dead of winter, I noticed these things, but my emotional state was not focused on the externals.

I had no idea that Esalen Center was a private resort that only accepted bookings in advance. I was not thinking about things like this so clearly. I was thinking about killing myself and leaving this world. At another level that I was NOT CONSCIOUSLY AWARE OF I was passionately focused on transforming my life on rebirthing myself from the old life into a new life. I was following my guidance to do this with extraordinary amounts of faith and trust expressed in action. Even though my emotional state was toxic.

My conscious ego self was not aware of any of that great transforming going on and was still caught in the drama the false drama and the negative emotional conditioning. By the time I arrived at Esalen center I had less than $200 and I was dropped off at the side of the road near their entrance gate and I walked down the hill in this strange country and somehow they allowed me to book a room for the night.

Driving in the taxi on the way to Esalen center I was attempting to look out the taxi window to determine how high the cliffs were the logistics of actually finding a place that was suitable for my purpose. Perhaps because it was not a busy time at the center or perhaps because I was stepping into a miraculous manifestation of my own doing in harmony with my guides and the divine universe it happened to be that they gave me a room that normally is much more expensive than what I paid that normally has other people in it yet I had it all to myself.

My room was very beautiful, fresh, alive. It was the time of the season when a particular natural event occurs in that place in the world. Huge amounts of monarch butterflies symbol of transformation migrate to this place. They were everywhere.

The next day when I walked to find a place where I could look over the cliffs the healing energy of this place had already started to work its magic in my emotional body. When I looked down at the ocean crashing and swirling at the base of the cliffs the moving sea water the quality of the air it purged me from deep inside powerful sobs and cries and buckets of tears pouring out in the privacy of the roar of the ocean and the crashing of the waves far below.

In a divine joke or perhaps the sense of real life humor of my guides I discovered that in following their advice to the letter I naively trusted that since they told me that I would find these cliffs so high that I would certainly look down and know that I would die if I jumped that since they told me that it must be so. On faith of that I had moved a mountain (moved my entire life circumstances) and found my way to these very cliffs only to discover in looking down that in my opinion it was not at all certain that I would die.

Several years later I would find myself high up in the mountains of Colorado and at that time my guides and I would resolve the conflicts of their cosmic joke about the cliffs that brought me to Esalen center not for the suicide I had wished for, but for an inner transformation. A death/rebirth.

Whatever part of me was serious about leaving this world, had been put aside, but that voice still existed and for a positive reason, and later in Colorado my guides and the universe and I would take up this matter once again, for a more in depth resolution of the matter, and a deep understanding about my life path. But that is another story, for another time.

On the edge of the cliffs at Esalen center I was realizing that I had been played by my guides, and I was truly now stuck in the present moment with no future in front of me and no past behind me. I realize that I was here and now in this beautiful place with kind and friendly people healthy natural mineral baths ocean great weather delicious food and yet no plan at all as my only plan for life had just dissolved completely.

I had died and was reborn without leaving my body. My old life was over and my new life had just begun. Now I needed a room for another night and when I went to pay for it the last money that I had was not enough. Miraculously the desk clerk offered to make up the difference with his own money. I had another wonderful night and during the next day I made arrangements to do construction work exchange for another week staying at the retreat center.

During this time I had dreams night time dreams of a place with a wharf and gray battleships harbored there and on this waterside wharf was a woman who was my true love and there she was next to these battleships that were harbored. I did meet that women. She was a great love and I feel I would have stayed with her for a long time, and the time we spent was magical. Yet soon she was gone forever and that is part of my true love story. My search for the manifestation of that love.

I did end up living in Downtown San Diego which is near the battleships exactly as I had seen them in my dream.

Another miraculous Chain of events occurred and before too long had found my way to a place I had never been nor ever even heard the name of San Diego California.

From the time of my arrival at the healing center I could say that if you randomly picked any day from that day, for the rest of my life from then to now, and I simply told you the story of what happened each and every day of my life you could fill a book with miraculous manifesting in real life situations of some of the most wonderful and marvelous things that anyone could experience in this human plane.

About 13 or 14 years later just as the psychic teacher had predicted - having developed my method and system for sharing with others how to manifest and materialize a successful life in a much more sophisticated and elegant manner than I had once roughly stumbled into with those original tapes I returned for the first time in all those years to Canada.

In my last year in San Diego through a chain of events that involved a photography project I was doing I met the woman that had originally brought me to San Diego from Esalen center and helped me get started in San Diego. Another sign that it was time to return to Canada is that strangely and unexpectedly the lover that I had an affair with which in many ways inspired and catalyzed the ending of my previous life in Montreal Canada and the passion of my journey - she appeared in a shopping mall adjacent to my apartment in San Diego. I did not approach her or speak to her but I realized that this was certainly along with many other signs assistance and guidance for me to understand that it was time to return.

This cycle of my life was complete. When I left Canada it was during my Saturn return and now it was coming to be the time of my Saturn opposition. This was another timing signal along with these appearances of the people who had played such a role in my getting here in the first place and I knew it was time to leave.

I lay in bed one quiet Sunday morning there in San Diego and my apartment, and I ask to speak to my guides if there was anything they wanted to talk about.

They asked me to imagine that if I took everything that I had now my possessions money what I had learned and acquired in all these years and I imagined having all that back in the apartment in Montreal that I had left so long ago.

Within less than six months of that time I had shipped those things I had decided to keep back to Montreal Canada sold all my computers purchased a laptop instead and arrive back in Montreal where I stayed with my mother not knowing what was coming next. I decided to see what I could do with my internet publishing project I had set in motion as a last act before leaving San Diego.

During the next four years one of the most important things that happened is that I successfully published from my laptop what people say is the world's most effective and concise method for transforming the life you have now into the life you imagine is better. A self help home study program called Life Transformation System Z.

Although I had developed the program for years, and others had developed parts of it even longer before that, it was only in the last few months before leaving San Diego that I was able to find the way to present and distribute it somewhat successfully on the internet.

It was not until several months after my return to Canada that people started to find this site, and bring it to life.

I continued doing this from my mother's dining room table on my laptop and after about six months of House sitting and staying with her just as my guides had suggested ended up getting my own apartment. Not the same one that I originally had lived before going away, but essentially the same thing an apartment in Montreal but now a different person with a different life and a life purpose.

As I mentioned earlier in this account during the 18 years that are approximately the time span of this part of my story there are enough miraculous manifesting real life stories that occurred for me and the many people that I have circulated with as associates, as clients and friends and lovers during this time to fill a book of true life stories of love, sex, work, business, intimacy, healing.

Perhaps I will write that book. All those people are gone now from my reality except in memory. I wish them all inner peace and love. Not one remains in my life in my current reality which is a very strange phenomena for me as well. For now this account is my story of manifesting with the law of attraction such as it is called today or learning how to have fun learning how to consciously creating my own reality such as it was called when I first learned about it with those tapes. As I now call it- transforming the life you have now into the life you imagine is better. Manifesting what you imagine, desire, and expect. In harmony with Higher Self, and Goddess God All That Is, and Most Postive Future Self, and unseen friends.

I hope this true story can provide the reader with clues and inspiration to passionately follow your heart and soul in harmony with the divine inner guidance and no matter what follow your heart, find your true love, ( I have found mine in the feeling and spirit of her that seems to transfer from one female lover to another, yet not yet have I found the body that stays with me and forms a life partnership of sacred sexual love and business partnership this remains an accomplishment of manifesting exactly what I desire, imagine and expect that all my lover relationships so far seem to have been building towards, as I learn to consciously create such a wonderful manifestation for me and her). Embrace your life's journey.

I would like to add as a final note that I understand that my transformation as told here is a story of someone who was not aware at first consciously of the magic of the law of attraction and how potent and powerful it is yet who used it any ways and then discovered along my journey how to refine my awareness and refine my skills and align my conscious ego self more and more with my true self my soul and spirit my higher self and the all that is and my guides.

This is an ongoing process. At the time of this writing it is only now that I feel that in all areas of my life, using Life Transformation System A-Z have finally refined, in partnership with Higher Self and Goddess God All That Is, through many preliminary manifestations, what it is that is the full detailed package of what I have been partially manifesting for over 18 years.

You must understand that PARTIAL manifestation of my true desire imagination and expectation in all its detail has been amazing. So now it is time I feel for me to graduate to the full abundance of now materializing THE FULL AND TOTAL PACKAGE of everything I desire imagine and expect for my life, rather than just bits and pieces or parts of the whole, now it is time to manifest the whole of it. To get all that I ask for to appear in my reality with most benevolent outcome and from there, to build a new imagination and desire and expectation for my most positive future after that.

I am now at this time, as I once was, poised in between lives, in between the reality of living more than 18 years learning to have fun learning how to consciously create my own reality and living full time in that way. In between that life and the new life in front of me, the door not yet entered and yet opening and me now entering into the full materialization of everything I currently have scripted to manifest.

It is so. With Peace. And Love.

It feels like I am going to die again, already dead in fact, in between lives, and yet still living.

I ask for the help and protection of my Divine Mother Goddess and Divine Father God, the All That IS, my Higher Self, my Most Positive Future Self, those of my Female Lover yet to materialize in her form that stays with me in sacred sexual life partnership, including business partnership in launching our new corporation that I imagine desire and expect that she has imagined desired and expected from our future for years now for me to have ready for her to share with her when she arrives in my life, and me in hers at this time when we meet and move in together now. I ask for help from my unseen friends at this time to help me materialize for the first time ever the whole and complete of EVERYTHING I desire imagine and expect.

Help me make this transition most gloriously and to fully materialize all that I have now written out in my Interactive Electtronic Workbook, in my heart and soul, for the life that I desire and imagine and expect to enter now and live.

I do create my own reality. I can consciously create my own reality, and so it must be so, all this I ask. With your help, those I have called upon above, in fun and love and pleasure and joy and happiness, with harm to none, I ordain and demand it to be so. And so it is. With Peace, and Love, Abundantly, and most benevolently even better than I imagined, desired, or expected it.